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Fuck me... I don't feel like going on the chats. I don't feel like looking at NightmareWearhouse anymore... I'm getting so pissed off when I try to give it the attention it so needs everyone just looks at it and pushes it aside... they Don't spend the time That i took out of my life to writ down... draw.... to show you guys my world... my imagination....


Nope So come to the conclusion no one cares... so why bother going to the chats to talk to one person....

Fuck it... I'm just going to lay here and RP with Karlos forever then... You guys won't be part of the story... So fuck everyone...

It heart breaking that my baby isn't growing up... I watch all these new groups get attention more then NW ever got... I just want to curl up round NW comfort it cause its crying contantly... All i fucking do is for NW... And no one sees that and cares...

Yeah I know some care like most of the admins do... And I'm thankful to them for being there with me through my ups and downs... and Split decisions...  I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry I'm a bad founder... that you all rather be somewhere else... I'll just go hang out with karlos.

and I'm sorry I can't even hit my deadlines cause my hand hurts of I don't like what I drew and scrap it... over and over again... I'm sorry I don't call enough meetings for the group... and i'm there but I'm not... and I'm sorry my ideas are so "cliche" guess I'm just a cliche person... and I hate myself... I'm starting to even hate my art... I'm starting to hate that all i draw is Hallow or Mal when I have 12739 other characters I could draw... I'm sorry this isn't really a good apology and that I'm probably being emotional and think everything is unfair...

So anyways I guess... I'm just not going to go to the chats and just check in here and there... to see if you guys even care...

highly doubt it cause you say you do, then you never come to the chats never do your work do the memes we set out for you... So if you want to save a group from Dying. do it yourselves.... I'm done trying all on my own.

I'm sorry but fuck everyone if  you want to talk to me I'll be on skype...